Clouded By the Chance of Heartbreak
“LAX”
Executive Produced by REGO
Co Produced by SAN TRISTAN
Prod. by Decent Human Audio & Kwon Don
Mix & Engineered by Julian Harris
Mastered by Ryan Shwabe
Lyrics
My kryptonite, they ask we together I said who and I?
Really aint consider all these white lies, if they keep on asking there’s some mixed signs
Just pick a side
On your darkest days I let you be your wildest dreams/ I motivate like I ate the cake like I licked the cream
This aint no time and place we in public now so you wanting me?
Last time I made a move and felt the rush, a catastrophe
I popped off last weekend thats my bad/ I was travelling the future you’re my past
I tapped outta the weekend broke my fast/ Kicked me straight out the city to LAX
Straight outta the city to LAX/ Baby you kept all these issues under wraps round me
You got all these issues blame your ex/ They kicked me straight outta the city to LAX
LAX
(to LA)
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Oh this dance get me round you’re pinky round my pants
Oh this prance got me feeling sensations
Storming diabolical plans, you know I love a little action on the fence
Birdie came to my window, said my aims on point, left me with a little feeling and a dream
Birdie came to my window and said the fames got no point, focus on the problems not the game
My aims on point/ Whats your patterns what’s your problem/ Im on your court, oye hombre no peleas
Que flojo, Que floja X2
Venom on my teeth I cleaned up yesterday
Orange Basquiat cuz talk identity, check me
Butter on my heart I ate my loyal fate
Calibrate this landing to the highest place
My aims on point/ Whats your patterns what’s your problem/ Im on your court, oye hombre no peleas
Que flojo, Que floja, Que flojo
Oh this dance get me round you’re pinky round my pants
Oh this prance got me feeling sensations
Storming diabolical plans, you know I love a little action on the fence
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I have been doing this fast the past couple of years to help recenter myself. Temptations are hard to resist and boy was this person making me fall back on my word. 😅
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I moved school’s every year until middle school and when I was in the 9th grade my parents told me we were gonna move again cuz we couldn’t afford the neighborhood.
I believe that whenever you make space for God, they will meet you wherever you’re at. So, in a moment of angsty passion in my bedroom I prayed “God, please find us a new home in the same school district, and I will use my voice for you”. (My 26 yr old self is slightly cringing but this is an effort in being vulnerable). I continue “I want a sign that you hear me. If you hear me make a bird perch on my window sill”.
Ya’ll I SWEAR- a couple seconds later a bird showed up on my window sill, perched there- peeping in for a couple seconds.
Call this divine interaction, or an outrageous adolescent’s imagination- but, nevertheless, it left me with a dream.
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Shoutout to my parents for always calling me floja- aka “lazy” lol. My first attempt at writing in Spanish had to include this chide I know all too well.
